I have been feeling a bit better now my mouth ulcers are going and my throat isn't so sore.
I have felt these last two months have been a struggle just with feeling isolated and not being able to do normal thins like everyone else. For this reason I have deleted Facebook just so I don't see things that will make me jealous like people going on holiday and stuff. I have found it has helped me a lot in the way of emotions and things.
I did enjoy this weekend gone I cooked some fudge brownies and watched my brother and sister making scones! I cooked my first toad in the hole yesterday which was yummy!
I have just tried to find new things todo to keep myself entertained.
I have been addicted to colouring and word searches just because it is so relaxing and you don't have to think of anything!
I am neutropenic now so I have to be careful of what I do and eat!
I hope to stay out of hospital this month and just enjoy time away from the hospital!
On the 8th July I have repeated scans to see where my cancer is and how everything is going! I am very anxious am scared about this!! I am confident my cancer has gone down and it is working just because I don't have the lumps I felt in my groin anymore!
But we shall see!
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