Horrible mouth pain! Just wish these side effects didn't exist!!!

The only thing that really gets me down is this horrible mouth pain with ulcers and its just extremely painful to swallow again! The hospital do give you mouth washes and things but it doesn't always keep the pain away for long! I find the side effects the worst part about the whole cancer itself! 

I just hate not being able to do normal things because I am always so tired or just have no energy! 

I just keep to watching things on Iplayer or Netflix. This iPad my uncle got me is what I rely on every day to keep me entertained some how! 

I have chemotherapy again on Monday which is the last one of cycle 2 but this week is just going to be full of side effects and just not doing anything so this time off isn't actually that enjoyable! 

I do hope the pain gets better today because yesterday I was very down! I don't wanna be sad but it can be really hard! :o( 

It's been a month today since I shaved my hair off too! A whole month with no straighteners and normal hair products has been weird! 

However washing hair takes effort so I am kind of glad in that way!