Another enjoyable day in the sun! Lots of food! Only one more day to go until another hospital visit!

The time I go into hospital for chemotherapy is slowly creeping up on me! I want to spend as much time with friends and enjoy it before it all begins. 
I saw Nicola again today and we had a lovely day in the garden having a picnic! Lots of sweets and crisps! Our favourite crisps are onion rings! Mmmmmm..
I love how she always brings a smile to my face and just makes me giggle so much! I shall defo remember these 4 amazing days when I am having a low moment in hospital. I am so glad I've been able to spend them in the sunshine! I think I may be slightly burnt today! 
I know my energy levels aren't so great and I do feel very fatigue all the time. Cancer does do such weird things to your body! I was also very happy to receive a big card from college! :) It is sad that I had to leave just a few months before the end on my Childcare Level 3 course.

I think any time you have free is to do something; take it because you'll regret that you haven't! Having cancer does make you emotional and sad a lot but if you are surrounded by a good friend for the day it does take that away from you. It is easy to give up and say no I don't want visitors because I feel rubbish but I have regretted the times I have said that because every time I've had such a laugh!

I am glad to be able to spend tomorrow as a rest day as on Thursday I am back to hospital for different scans and am having my picc line put in. It is going to be a very tiring day and may be quite an emotional day as I know once the picc line is in that means treatment! I know that I can talk to my friends on this day for comfort as I do find these sorts of things a bit scary.

I can't wait for the day that I am given the all clear because my energy levels are quite pathetic and I do feel a bit useless sometimes. Cancer is just a nasty disease! However I can fight it :)